Makasih yaaa…Ini Update nyaa…

Temen-temen…terima kasih banyak yaa atas semua doa nya.

Alhamdulillah… setelah hari kedua Mama di rumah sakit sempet ngabsenin anak-anaknya (hiksss….)…hari keempat ada perubahan yang amazing banget. InsyaAllah masih merespons bagus sama pengobatannya.

Sekarang sudah hari kelima ada di rumah. Udah mau makan di meja…udah bisa ke kamar mandi…udah mau jalan-jalan keliling rumah, tapi blom mau diajak ke restoran favoritnya Gokkana Teppan di PIM hihihi… (ini sih anaknya yang pengen hehe)…

Buat yang nanya..she has lung cancer…doctors and internet said, its treatable but not curable at her stage. But semuanya Allah yang ngatur right??

Tapi Alhamdulillah…dokternya mama, termasuk dokter yang baiiikkk banget. Really knows how to put himself inf front of the patient…at the same time, very full on information to the patient’s family and yet gentle when trying to explain the truth….the whole truth and nothing but the truth… sigh…

Bertanya soal prognosis pada someone yang kita percaya sudah jago sama teori probabilitasnya adalah something yang scary. But yet..I had to do it. Padahal udah tau…Allah Maha Besar, insyaAllah.

although… will never forget the day …me and my sisters standing in that hospital hallway… crying with our Dad, and hearing him apoligizing for something he definitely had no control over ;-(

insyaAllah,
Will never forget the day … I had to hold my mother’s head with force… while a nurse forced down a tube through her nose. I had to do it, cause my sister couldn’t stand it…and she decided to just hold her feet…looking away with tears on her eyes…

Will never forget the day … my mom asked — antara sadar dan enggak — where’s my third child?? And had to answered… “nadia ma? ini nadia disini.”

Will never forget the day … hearing my brother’s voice over the phone’s speaker…shouting her with motivations and encouragement…holding his own trembling voice…when my mom asked — where’s my second child??

btw..yg diabsenin yg anak-anak tengah doang..kenapa yaa hehehe.. yang paling bandel-bandel kayaknya

insyaAllah, my mom is okay…getting better…but still in needs of prayers..

Doain yaaa….