Black-White-Grey

pernah salah?
saya sering

pernah ngotot ngga mau dibilang salah?
saya sering

pernah dikira salah?
all my life …

—-

i forgive but not forget
or is it the other way round?

my soulmate said,
“dimata kamu hanya ada orang yang sangat jahat
dan orang yang sangat baik.
You have no grey area…yet, you have poor judgement”

sigh…
that’s what i nicknamed myself bytheway,
mrs hitam diatas putih….for so many reasons.

i can only see black and white,
why do i need to see them grey?
….said stubborn me.

I know what I don’t need though.
I don’t need to be forgiven
when I know I don’t need it in the first place anyway…

—-

December 7, 2007

Damn..I just realize something. I don’t do forgiving