Powder. Mask. Swallow
5 months, nad. 5 months iA. 5 months. please let it be just 5 more months please. please.
About+Me
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what you see might not be what you get
Mask. On.
What do you say when no one knows? What do you say when no one will understand? What do you say when you just can’t do it no more? What do you say when it’s all bottled inside? What do you say when you have to play along to what everyone else is laughing about?… [Read More...]
Rindu Itu Perih
Beradu Kata Rindu. Cium rinduku untuk Mia dan Adit @wowadit: ingin mengkonversi rindu menjadi temu @mia_adhitya: lagi sulit mengupas #rindu, soalnya semuanya terkatup hanya disini (nunjuk ke hati) @jengnad: membingkai sepi di katup hati… menunggu rindu mu yang sudah mati… @wowadit: kertas berpeluh rindu meluap tak menentu. Buka tanggulnya agar rindu merajah kalbu @mia_adhitya: mimpi… [Read More...]
I’m Happy When You’re Happy
When someone lies about the whole “I’m happy when you’re happy” crap.. it actually has a couple of translations: “I’m faking a smile to show that I’m okay you’re happy” “How could you be happy without me?” “I’m happy for you but not for me” “I’m smiling that you’re happy but secretly wishing you know… [Read More...]
Baked Chicken Wings
I forgot the recipe’s URL But it has a lot of honey, mustard, olive oil, salt, pepper, garlic. Baked away…
Zero Expectation
Pushing self to to learn to not expect anything. To not feel. To not feel. To not wish. Sometimes to not pray. When those wishes did a whole 360degrees of the bitter truth… You have to try to not feel. You HAVE TO not feel. Otherwise everything will… break. Again. Dont want those kind of… [Read More...]
A Possible Reason
“Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we’re wired that way. Because without it, I don’t know; maybe we just wouldn’t feel real. Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.” – Dr. Meredith Grey Grey’s Anatomy pic courtesy of IMDB
A Bday Surprise
The thing is… you’re not supposed to feel whatever youre feeling when riding a limo hummer as your bday gift… (thank you, NK) Yeah, yeah… drama.
Sigh…
“I wish I knew how to quit you!” – Jack (Jake Gyllenhaal) to Ennis (Heath Ledger) pic courtesy of IMDB
Not A Good Start Of The Year
Januari 2012. Not a good start of the year. After ending 2011 with a betrayed trust… The beginning of the year was ending with yet another lie. Sigh. Constantly on meds…
